Footsteps

Feeling contemplative today, perhaps the events of last week have caught up with me. Face to face with myself my insecurities sometimes take over, why?

Last week was so full of feeling I belonged, people cared, I was overwhelmed with kindness and felt safe with friends.

This week more challenges one which involves dad's diabetes review. I was more confident about this as we have been carefully watching that blood glucose monitor over the last three months but Bang! Over the weekend worries returned that the other condition/diet I talked about before has marred our chart of level blood glucose readings.

Dad is back on those crutches, severe pain with both diets conflicting once again!

I chose this photo as it represents safety to me. The days when I ran with tiny feet to feel the security of my father. The child in my photo wanted to be close to the person she knew would take care of her.

I have taken many steps from childhood days yet my father is still my security helping me to face worries and insecurities. It's my turn to care for him but today I stop to feel comfort in memories when dad was my security when I didn't know the road ahead.

Following footsteps. I have a sister I don't think she even knows I have a blog. Our footsteps have taken different paths, our friends and interests divide our road. We are there for each other but today I am alone.
If I had any bothers where would their footsteps lead, beside me, far away from me or just ahead of me to guide?

It's my father's footsteps I want to see and hear again outside following his exercise program and most of all free from this pain!

A new week, best think about with my footsteps and discover if my iPhone will create some more pictures to inspire me along the route I will follow